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I'm Emmalee.
19 years old.
I might take some pictures sometimes and i want to specialize in make up for photography, fashion and for theater.

so take a look :)!
I always thought i'm better of with some one than be alone for ever.

But what if that isn't the way i feel right now.
I get frustrated when someone tried to love me.
Do things for me, i don't understand why people would.
I feel to close to that person.

And now, when someone, i have loved all my life.
But never loved me back, comes storming in again.
Telling me, to be missing me.
Likes me, alot.
Just when i was trying to figure out i'm happy with the
person i am with.

The person i am with, treats me right. And i do love back alot.
I like her for who she is.
But the question is, is it hounest to be with this person
when i don't even know, to ever love more than the other one
i never had the change to be with.

So maybe i am better of alone after all.
I don't know. I will not know.
I'll just wait, and let myself be loved. And give back to the
one who can assure me of a life full of happiness.

And maybe that's me, so what.
  • Mood: Worried
  • Listening to: Rain King - Counting Crows
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing

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thank you for the watch^^
Thanks for the watch.
asconch Jun 20, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the favs!
ArcaneRaven Jun 20, 2011  Student Digital Artist
look what I found :D

Now to find a model that would let you :3
Wooh, that would be nice:)

Sowieso, bodypaint :)
ArcaneRaven Jun 21, 2011  Student Digital Artist
I volunteer, maar ben geen vrouw ^^; helaas.
hohdna Jun 15, 2011  Student Artist
Hey there! Many thanks for the fav!! :highfive:
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